"I entered the mystery and the mystery ignored me," Brenda Hillman says with no heartbreak. So, the woman is left with a glorious sense of zero. Like Mother Earth, that ever changing yet radically inconsolable She, I am finding power in that concept of negative capablility: being nothing so you can in turn be everything. As the waves come in and go out. I do not know what I am looking for but I am willing to let most everything disentegrate for the seach. Imi loa. Now the focus becomes tallying the cost of what it means to be forever in this position.
Proactively eager to see what the harvest will be.