live again... with others still having opinions

suadade: "the love that remains" after someone is gone; the recollection of feelings, experiences, places or events that once brought excitement, pleasure, well-being, which now triggers the senses and makes one live again. 

char had to get to the stake center this morning to go with a group of youth from another ward to red rock for a hike.  i love she got up to go, i assuredly would have talked myself out of going when i was her age.  naked everett had just gone back to sleep in my bed, so i had deven go lay with him while i took char.  "thanks dev" "anytime mom" he replied with his sweet smile. and he means it. at the church i get out to go in with charly since i do not know who is taking her, "i am going to walk you in, just so they know you got family." to which charly replied "but you don't look like the other mormon moms."  "that is a good thing."  "they may not even think you are mormon."  "then have them send me the missionaries."  so FYI this sweatshirt/jeans/chucks are not mormon mom, or even mormon in general, material: